12 Weird Things You Should Know About Me:

#1 I am extremely self conscious. I have low self-esteem, and I can never see, or comprehend, the good others see in me.

#2 When I get nervous I talk A LOT. I can't help it because I don't know what else to say and then just end up making myself look stupid because I get off subject.

#3 I am hard to love. I am very difficult and hard to understand. I can annoy you to no end, or completely piss you off. I will push you away if I think you have had enough, and if you stick around, kudos to you.

#4 I have anger problems. I am always on the edge, and the most insignificant things can take me over. I am easily irritated and annoyed.

#5 I am detached. As hard as I can love, I can hate just as easily, just as much. I have trained myself to be able to let go, and never turn back.

#6 I’m laaaaaaaazy. I’d sit on the internet all day, or watch TV or read books, instead of doing something constructive.

#7 I believe in soul mates....lots of people seem to complete you but only one will...yes, I know that also means I believe in predestiny which is true to a certain extent.

#8 I have a huge fear of failure, or being inadequate. It prevented me from trying so many things in the past. Just being afraid that I won’t be the best, stops me from even attempting

#9 I believe I can save everyone. Seems stupid but honestly everyone needs to be rescued from something. The challenging part is figuring out what.

#10 I don't really take people for their word. I go on what I know about their personality. So you could say I have a trust issue.

#11 I'm not very good at arguing. My thoughts tend not to flow until I remove myself from the situation and have some time to think about it...


#12 I love the thought of being in love. When I get married... I cannot wait! I want to be able to find that one person who will love me for me. Take care of me when I am sick, and laugh at all the little things I do. I also want to be able to take care of my future husband (whoever he is), learn new things, and have a wonderful family..!

I thought i would list out just 10 weird things, but i ended up writing 12 of them, and i can think of many more. So that in itself is very WEIRD..!