This is me, with a vengeance. It's just that I feel like throttling some people by their necks right now, but I unfortunately cant! So I want to vent out my feelings here, and hope that I can get it out of my system that way.
I know I am going to regret this post as soon as I publish it, but I am past caring right now. And I know this is not a very MATURED or "evolved" mind talking here, but what the hell - this certainly qualifies as RANDOM, to put it mildly!
The thing that I don't understand is, why don’t some people get the HINT? And probably get a LIFE too in the process, if it's not too much trouble? OR, at least try and RESPECT the fact that other people DO have lives of their own, thank you very much!
WHY can’t certain people just deal with their own fucked up lives, and stop creating a mess in others’? Stop interfering that’s all, is that too much to ask for?
WHY is life something that gives you a little taste of happiness n makes you greedy for it all...and just when you’ve got it...it snatches it all back!!
WHY is it that sometimes when we are really depressed something comes our way and makes life worthwhile...we finally think yes we can be happy...finally something!...finally someone!...someone who understands us....wants us!
And the moment you realise their worth...they forget yours!!...
WHY is it that sometimes a person we’ve hardly known becomes so much more important than people we’ve known forever!!
WHY do people come into our lives, give us hope, and then suddenly realise that the hope they were giving us was false in the first place, and turn back thinking they would hurt us!!...why don’t they get it!!...the damage is done!!....its your turning back that will hurt, not your going forward!!...we are ready to face what happens later!!..but NOW is not the time!!...it will break us!!
WHY why why??? why do people come into our lives if they have to go away???...weren’t there enough people to cry for already??
WHY does the fear of breaking our heart make people actually break it??
WHY do we spend so much time thinking about people who don’t care about us, that we over look the people who do care!!
WHY do people who mean the world to you, suddenly disappear..? Why? Because they have their very—own—brand—new life now..?
AND WHY do we have to do something this stupid to let our feelings out??? why cant we just directly tell people what we feel???....maybe ‘cause it will take them further away from us!!... :(
But wont reading this(ever) do the same?? :-\
The question I ask is WHY??? Not just "why me", but "why anybody"!!! But yeah, I am basically interested in the "why ME" part of it, because I really think that over the years, God has had MORE than enough of his share of laughs at my expense, but He just doesn't seem to be CONTENT!
So here I am - a helpless, hapless, miserable, oppressed and long-suffering victim in the hands of The Almighty (or maybe The Devil had something to do with it! Ah me!)
Stil Suuper Pissed..!
But happily heading off to Dandiya.
